Wow! Schizo dramaslop!

February 16 2026, 07:00:26 PM

i know this sounds schizo but i have reasons to believe that a certain group of people (who i may have previously mentioned here before) has been attempting to work on an exposé about me as early as november 2025, at least according to a log of SB views from a milwaukee spectrum IPv6 range.

i don't know if it exists, but if it does, then i bet it's going to be regurgitated shit from 2022-2024 back when i was 15-17. maybe they'll sprinkle in the person (who i'll refer to as E) that they may or may not still believe i'm friends with (despite the fact i've quintupled down on the fact i haven't interacted with E in a year). actually i'm not even sure if they still believe this? but i don't even know anymore.

yesterday, an account was registered under fulptube under the name of "lemur". for context, E has a fursona that is a lemur. i checked the logs and it turns out this was someone who came from r/oldyoutubelayouts on reddit, so i just reset their username and emailed them about it. i didn't get a response and the account hasn't been logged into since, but i don't really care.

now, i could be wrong, given that such an exposé has been "in the works" as early as december 2024, but nothing has still come out of it. i recall it got scrapped twice. now i think i may genuinely have something wrong within my mind. i definitely should have that checked up.

although, this community has had far worse people than me. for as much as some think i'm some kind of apologist or even a dangerous person, i actually had to ban someone off my website for what i can describe as ACTUAL pedophilic behavior. this person was 30 years old and at the time had just recently resigned as a vidlii moderator. they are a lolisho and it turns out they were EPI'ing a few 14 year olds within their fuckass XMPP group chat. i don't know, but given the amount of times they said the word "cunny" (ugh), i wouldn't be surprised. they were making an account on my website until i heard about this (and the fact they tried to admit this to a 17 year old on discord), so i had to ban them. their reaction was to call me the hard r and to bitch about me for a month straight.

...and mind you, i banned them because of guidelines i explicitly wrote because of the situation regarding E.