Last updated 3/11/2025
It has come to my attention that I've been mentioned in a recent now-taken down Google Docs exposing a member of the ORC (Old Roblox Revival Community) known under many aliases, one of which being Nostal-ia.
Nostal-ia and I were friends between around mid-2021 and early-2022. We have not talked since then. For the longest time, I thought he had just disappeared, since he had a lackluster reputation as Nostal-ia. I originally thought Matt (his newer alias) was someone else. I haven't been part of the ORC since the closure of Project Polygon, so I didn't know any better.
In early-2022, I was going through a very problematic phase where I was open about drawing diaper fetish art of the Bluey characters. This was something that lasted more or less until mid-2024. The docs fail to mention that I was still a minor around the time this happened.
About the situation regarding the ClientSearch Discord, While I do remember the beef Nostal-ia had with TurkeyBurkey, since it spilled into one of the "Gamerappium" Discord servers for the now-defunct SquareBracket (at the time cheeseRox), I was unaware (until now) about Nostal-ia defending me regarding the Bluey diaper fetish art.
There was a screenshot of me in the Google Docs that dates from around November 2024, where I said "don't be shocked when you log on squarebracket and it's full of bluey diaper LOL". SquareBracket used to allow such content from around 2023 up until mid-2024, when a server switch resulted in the takedown of all inappropriate content (including the diaper fetish art). In the case that another server switch had happened, the content could've been brought back hidden behind a filtering setting only accessible to logged in users, although it would've most likely been moved over to a planned secondary "mature-only" site (this was a plan I had for a while).
While the Google Docs on him has since been taken down since it was discovered that he had faked his age for the past couple of years. Roblox drama/commentary slop YouTuber SharkBlox has made a video on the situation where he basically skimmed the Docs except for the part where I got mentioned (so the first page), where he referred to me as a "really dodgy NitroLord-type character". NitroLord being a Roblox furry YouTuber who got recently exposed for having a furry diaper fetish alias and for running an all-ages furry kink-gear party I think? Overall, it's a half-assed video that was made nothing more but for that sweet sweet YouTube ad revenue (It's monetized, I checked).
I don't have anything else to say about any of this. Quite frankly I don't ever recall being active in the ClientSearch community. But I was definitely in the wrong during the wave of drama in early-2022, and I'd like to apologize for my piss poor and questionable behavior during that time.
I am not involved nor affiliated with the Bloxstrap project.
-Chaziz/Gamerappa